what u give, u get back

dear blog.
today or maybe rite now. hati aku bagai dipijak pijak. hancur lumat. just kerna seorang bernama kawan. yeah kawan. sia sia apa yang aku buat. jaga dia. back up dia. no shes not a playgirl. dia cume manusia yang susah mengatakan tidak pada lelaki. yeah she is. trying to tell her jgn libatkan diri dia dgn budak tu. tp dia degil. maybe takleh idop tanpa peminat. at last aku jugak kene maki ngan laki bodo tu. and satu buat aku paling rase pedih. bile laki tu ungkit pasal kisah aku dgn sumone yg pnah aku tinggalkan dulu. dia kata aku kecewa ngan laki tu sampai terpaksa sangkut ngan dia. mana dia tau cite psl aku ngan andy? kalu bukan dr member kesayangan aku tu. rite now bia aku yg back off. im done with dat guy and im done with this damn loveable lady. i dont give a damn anymore. and skang aku cume rase nak nanges. salah ke aku buat cam tu? aku terasa hina dan bodo sangat. aku cume tanak esok luse kuar paper sorang pompan mati ditikam sebanyak belas2 kali oleh lelaki yang dipercayai cemburu. aku tanak bende2 cam tu happen.

sad things

frust : agaknye naz ni badi repeat paper kot. still got paper yg kene repeat dis sem. sedey gile. so next sem i got 8 papers more. waaa camne ye? dah kecewa sgt skang. and give up. suda la tu. abes dip takkan ku sambung lg. demi mak abah. tanak lg lihat muka kecewa. tanak lg lihat mak sedih. but alhamdulillah amy dah abes part 6 and will grad soon.

shock : my uncle meninggal dunia subuh td. things jadi dgn pantas. moga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya. ALFATIHAH.

go.went

hey blog

i just went back from temankan my mom p shopping for raya haji? duh!! 10 January kan? beriye iye btol my mom itu lol. penat btol.
smalam plak i p bagan lalang. a picnic with ayu,sarip and farhana. not forgotting adik sarip, alip. bes la jugak sbb dah lama tak mandi manda. hehehe yeah i did had fun smalam.

taken from pa'an

7 things to do before I die
- bawa family pegi haji
- ada seorang husband yang beriman,penyayang,bertanggung jawab
- balas budi mak dan abah
- jadi anak yang solehah
- ada anak2 yang soleh dan solehah
- ada kewangan yang kukuh utk ditinggalkan
- make sure mak dan abah cukup makan + pakai utk seumur hidup mereka

7 celebrity crushes
- Hans Isaac
- Ako Mustapha
- Ben Afflect
- Duta S07
- Zahid AF2
- Kuno Becker
- Adam Sandler

7 overused phrases/words
- oit
- yek?
- daaa
- baik
- bodo antu!
- kedeng btol!!
- yolah

7 things I look for in a boy (If i ever get lucky la)
- cara dia bercakap
- cara dia memandang
- cara dia melayan kerenah org lain
- cara dia nyelesaikan masalah
- sense of humor
- bertanggung jawab
- cara dia menyayangi keluarganya

7 persons to dedicate this tag
- myself
- paan
- yan
- fareez yaohan(kalu ada)
- blablabla

my holiday

hey blog

i went to genting with sum frens yesterday. suppose 6 of us went there around 8am from klang. but around 4 am one of us decided to cancel joining us. actually fren of mine. shes my classmaate in uitm. and she also my partner because we decided to go by partner. im very angry with her. coz she cancel it for the last minute. so i decided to cancel myself to join that vacation too but other 4 frens which was my childhood frens still want me to go. so for not letting them down, i chose to go

it was fun actually. cost me only rm25 to be in the theme park. but i didnt play all the games there coz im very afraid of height. haha oh please dun feel sorry for that coz i really enjoyed myself there. it was damn cold there and i just wearing a jeans and long sleeve shirt. luckily i brought my mafla =) this is my first time in cable car and at first it was very scary. while in the cable car suddenly im thinking bout family,frens and last but not least myself. trying to figure out what ive done thru this year. and theres NOTHING. no achievement, no recognition. by the time i will be 21 years old next year and who the hell am i actually? no one knows including me